I have been away from Blogging for long , wanted to discover my own depths and my own strengths before saying aloud it to the world .
A letter to Him
You have always given me all I could ever ask from you as a loving father
I trusted my instincts when you said angel and me will be together towards the end, I trusted you when I heard you saying he is the one you’ve made for me ,I kept my faith strongly even when everyone here on earth told me we won’t end u together.I kept my faith even when I was shaking down and breaking into pieces
I assured him too that you are with us ! why did you leave me than god..why is that I don’t hear you talking to me anymore , why is it that I cry nights and you don’t come and tell me , ” stop crying “
why is it that all the faith I bestowed upon you is about to break down into thousand pieces ???
answer me god !
Nobody will understand our circumstances , they had all say our love was weak .
and me , I will move on..I know I will
but as a lifeless human being… would be The Enchantress who has failed in love.
God , I am still holding onto you even when you are silent , maybe you are working more and more
maybe you want us to face it , cry and move on.
maybe you want us to keep fighting all our lives.
just talk to me one more time , God ! I shall do your will , just show me the right path.
A letter to my angels
I will delete this most wonderful place of mine if I fail in love..its a promise..let no one fall in love if pain is all God kept for lovers.